和君欣冷战的第七天（续）
想起昨天看的音乐剧
《被风吹过的夏天》
才发觉
我很害怕
我很害怕
等待那一天来临时
我已不知踪影
我很怕
等到那一天来临时
我已经上了天堂
或是突然患上什么急性癌症
我迫切的希望
等到那一天来临时
我还活在人世
可以和你分享我的喜、怒、哀、乐
我们一起笑
哭我帮擦泪
哀我帮你疗伤
怒我帮你出气
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我心目中简单的生活
不需要很多复杂的东西在
我只要
J-Fusion
笑容
最真的心
还有你
就够了
不需要多余的
不需要别人教我们怎样做
我们自己过自己理想中的生活
我们笑我们的
我们想我们的
当看见你写
自己一个人时
不用理会别人
多好啊
但是
我天生就是为了别人而活
无论什么时候
我都以大局为先
也许因为酱
显得比较累吧
但是
我依然为别人而活
当我开始告诉自己
是时候为自己而活时
的确有很大的困难
因为一直以来
我都习惯了
就像对于哥哥的事件一样
我知道了君欣不喜欢
但我还是会不停地说
只是也许说得少一点
对于哥哥的爱
不是我太过执迷“偶像”
只是我一直以来
都习惯了
。。。。
这样爱
君欣曾写过这样的东西给我
看了后满脸都是泪水
Dedicated to My Forever Best Fren`` 木乃伊
thank you for being with me all this while.
thank you for being with me all this while.
thank you very much.
the best birthday present i have got.
i think that is you.
thank you for being by my side on my birthday last year`` aka`` year 2007
it would have been the worst birhtday i have every got if it weren't for you.
you being by my side.
was the best birthday blessing i have ever got.
thank you very much.
i might not and never be able to take over the place of JJ or your lil' brother and family in your heart.
but now.
being your number one fren.
it is already enough for me.
i am already very blessed with you by my side.
you have always been there for me when i needed you.
thank you for that.that really helped me a lot.
that is really all i need.
you have been listening to all my probs and helping me overcome it.thank you.
thank you for not leaving me.thank you for everything.you are the best fren i have had.
though i have gone through a lot of misfortune since leaving my primary clzmates.
but the price for that is getting a friend as good as you.
i think that has covered up all my losts.for having a fren as good as you.
that's all i need.
that's all i want.
thank you for not leaving me.
i might have repeatd some of these a few times.
but all these came straight out from my heart.
you have been the courage for me.
the courage to keep me living on.
the courage to keep me looking ahead.
the courage to help me let the pass go.
the courage to help me want to live on.
the courage to let me start searching for hapiness.
the courage to let me belive in myselfthe courage to say out my dreams.
the courage to say out my fears.
the courage to look for a new life.
the courage to look for a better tomorrow.
the courage to put down my heavy burden.
the courage to put down those great expectations laid on me.
the courage to start waiting for the future.
the courage to start waiting more people that understand me.
the courage to show my true self.the courage to show my tears.
thank you for being with me.
no matter it was.
coudy``rainy``sunny``bright``
thank you for not giving up on me when everyone else did.
thank you for beliving in me from the start to the end.
thank you for being a part of my live.
thank you for giving me hugs when i feel lonely.
thank you for lending your shoulder to me when i'm tired.
you will forever be in my memories.
my forever best friend`` aka`` sis.
Just Written From``JUN
26th April 2008time``1853
每次每次看见这篇东西
都会有一股暖流毫无防备的流入我的内心深处
深深地触动我的心
这篇东西是我最爱的
我看了又看
都不会厌倦
虽然都是英文字
但是
我还是依然很真心地看每一字每一句
因为我知道
这是君欣给我的
这是她写给我的
看见她写的
她说她是杀手
不行啦
除了我之外
没有人能当杀手了
绝对完美的一双手
不流汗也不发抖
只想紧握着你的手
一起走到最后
交叉在微笑的背后
暗藏危险的轮廓
让我来保护你
在你最放松的时候
决不带着任何感情就下手
从来不回头
但是就是不舍得伤害你
开始的感觉不会痛不会痛
放大的瞳孔就像做梦
来到我的怀里
所有恐怖的都变温暖了
幸福的错觉很温暖很包容
也许还期待
不用期待
我现在就可以给你幸福
这是致命的冲动你不懂我不懂
究竟杀手为什么存在
我也不知道
只是突然感觉我一是个杀手了
因为爱
还是未知的未来
那未来
我和你的命运怎样
交给上天吧
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
我也会遥远看着你
数着心跳等待
所有念头全抛开
只想开开心心的跟你过日子
锁进来 进来
这美丽的悲哀
让它不再伤害人
让人流泪
这是爱 就是爱
全世界都不明白
他们都瞎了
这才是最致死不渝的爱
心情静止摇摆
在你三百米之外
我让音乐感动你
随风飘扬
感觉饥饿难耐
需要你填满空白
所以你不能当杀手
因为你当了杀手后就没有人填满我心灵的空白了
锁进来 进来
这美丽的悲哀
让它永远沉睡
永远不再让人为它做傻事
只是爱 就是爱
只有你明白
因为我只会表现给你看
你明白了吗
这篇东西
不！
是这整个blog的文章
每一个字
每一句话
都是为你而写的
你知道吗？
第七天了
感觉过了七年
我老了
你还很年轻
等到那一天来临时
我已经快失去这美丽的生命了
我害怕的就是这个
我一直以来害怕的就是这个
你知道吗
你不要当杀手哦
因为你当了杀手
不是等于把我的铁饭碗打破吗
哈哈
知道了吗
要紧急我的忠告哦
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