i'm not don let u to say~i'm juz don wan u sat

a long time i din write blog here
today i write here larhx
because my little brother is here
so i cannot use chinese to write
i don wan to let him know wat happen to me
juz now i'd see jun's blog
i juz wanna to say
i am understand lerhx
i guess wrong already
but i think it maybe correct
juz u din say only
i guess u say like that is because of
i say i love JM
i donno
i juz ...
u know y that a few days
my personal message is that?
i found people help me in my plan
but nobody i treat
finally i found JM
they help me a lot
i really very happy
many JM say that's a good idea
i really very happy
i always say that i love JJ
but u donno
i also donno
i forget my family already
untill that day
512china earthquake
i'd juz remember them
i donno wat can i do for them
i juz wanna to say love them
i donno wat happen
i don wan to know wat happen
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that day
u wanna to say something to me
i juz simply say donno
i'm not don let u say
i'm juz don want u say bout that
i know ...
maybe like that u will unhappy
but for me that's not important anymore
i don wan to think about it anymore
i juz ...
did u see my personal message yesterday
i know wat happen
i juz don wan to think bout it
my brain juz blank very hardly
i don wan think bout it
can u don think bout it anymore
for me
i juz donno
wat i'm doing
i know derhx
but juz i don wan to 面对
i not a child
i know how to think
but juz i don wan
if i think bout it
i won be happy anymore
i don wan
maybe u donno why i be like that
but that's not important
i know wat am i doing
this is my world
a killa world
that's nothing in this world
for me
my world juz have ...
i don wan to say anymore bout this
i juz wan to let u know
i am very 珍惜 our friendship
i love everyone
i din hate any people
but i juz din like them
i wan to let u know
u din be replace
because for me
u all are important
3 J
did u know that
i don want to leave anyone
3 J
always beside me
i know
but i can't do anything
u cried
i know but i still can't do anything
i donno how to 面对
i realy donno
i'm not try to lie u
juz i don wan us become ...
wat i wan to say
i know
maybe u also know
i'm not a idiot
wat am i doing
wat am i talking
wat am i typing
all i know
but juz sorry~
i don wan to think anymore
because ...
when i say i donno
maybe i lie u
or maybe i really donno
but i donno why i say i donno
i'm not wan to lie u
i juz don wan to 面对
sorry ...